EVERYTIME I POST ON HERE– I FAIL–I BINGE–I GET DEPRESSED– I FALL OFF THE WAGON
I THINK ITS BECAUSE I ONLY POST WHEN IM AT A GOOD PLACE IN MY LIFE AND I GET TOO CONFIDENT AND SLACK OFF
WELL THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS I HAVENT SEEN MUCH CHANGE IN MY BODY….AT THE BEGINNING MY BODY CHANGED QUITE QUICKLY…BUT ITS NOT COMING TO A SLOWDOWN, BUT I CANT GIVE UP, AT THIS POINT IN TIME I USUALLY GIVE UP AND REALLY REGRET IT. SO YES….TONIGHT I DID GIVE IN AND EAT BAD…I WAS GOING TO STOP AT MCDONALDS BUT I DIDNT THANK GOD…..I HAD 2 PACKS OF MINI M AND M, SPAGHETTI AT GRANDPAS, 2 PIECES OF FRENCH BREAD, A DOVE ICE CREAM BAR, TATER TOTS AND A BUNCH OF EGG ROLLS AND MY 3RD QUEST BAR OF THE DAY WHAT THE FUCK….WHAT INSPIRED THIS???
I TOLD SEAN ORIGINALLY I DIDNT WANT PASTA AT G-PAS BUT THEN I FELT HUNGRY AND SAID OK I WILL HAVE A LITTLE, WELL A LITTLE TURNED INTO THE WHOLE PLATE AND BC I FELT GUILTY I EMBARKED ON A JOURNEY OF CHERRY PIE, AND THEN THE REST CAME AFTER. I FEEL LIKE WHEN I FELT LIKE I HAVE “FAILED” I TOTALLY GIVE IN AND SAY “FUCK IT” BUT I NEED TO REMEMBER THAT…..
IF ONE TIRE GOES FLAT, YOU DONT GO SLASHING THE REST OF THE TIRES BECAUSE OF IT…THATS WHAT I DO….BCK ON TRACK TOMORROW